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Larry Benis
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19 years
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You may have been one person in the world but you meant the world to me...Some people only dream of angels...I held one in my arms...When Someone You Love Becomes A Memory That Memory Becomes A Treasure...Love you Always I'm coming to you soon Bubba. What a Gloriest Day it will be. We miss and Love you. Love and prayers Mom Today is Oct.12,2009Mom & Dad

 This Memorial Site is created in Memory of Our Son "Larry(Bubba) Benis" who was born in Margate, Florida on Noverber 14. 1985 and  called home on October 9, 2005 at the age of 19 years old. We miss Our Son beyond words. Bubba will always hold a special place in our Hearts, we will be together again in Heaven.

Today is April 21,2010 and I soon will be with you Bubba. Can't wait to see you, I love you baby, Count the days now Bubba, I'll be there before you know it 











































































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 My Son died from an overdose of Methadone which was given to him from off the streets. We need to STOP these deaths!!!!!





 “In grief we stand on the edge of darkness, at times afraid to take that next step…Having faith is knowing that we shall find something firm to stand onto, or we will be taught how to fly…We live in one sphere of existence; our loved ones who have died in another. But with faith, the desire and undying love we can connect at the seam where our worlds meet. Dreams may die, but their spirit does not, nor does their memory…We substantiate our loved one’s life, by the way we live ours.”


Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day which says,

"I will try again tomorrow."




I Love and think about you every minute Bubba. I Miss you so much  

















Soon to join Bubba in Heaven


Bubba's Mom Forever in Heaven, Praise the Lord 


                       REMEMBER ME                       


To the living, I am gone
                            To the sorrowful, I will never return                            
                             To the angry, I was cheated                               

But, to the happy, I am at peace
And to the faithful, I have never left
Gazing at the beautiful sea, remember me
As you look in awe at a mighty forest
And its grand majesty, remember me
Remember me in your hearts,
In your thoughts, and the memories of the
Times we loved, the times we cried, the
Battle I fought and the times we laughed
  For if you always think of me, 
                                       I am always beside You                                      



Life will not go on in the same way without Bubba.  If it were the same, we can only conclude his life meant nothing, made no contribution.  The fact that Bubba left behind a place that cannot be filled is a high tribute to the uniqueness of his soul.  He will always be missed and loved by many, That's my Son 


There are many emotions we are hit with in life,
Grief is the hardest, filled with heart wrenching strife.
Nobody knows the worst grief, unless, they lose a child,
To never hear their voice again, never see their sweet sweet smile.
There is no hurt like it,there is no pain like a Mother's grief,
Knowing their child will never again come home, its beyond anyone's belief.
Some people will say with stone conviction, I know just how you feel,
This is just their ignorance speaking , though , for them, this isn't real.
They can't know the horrors we have seen, or the pain that fills our entire hearts and souls.
They can't even imagine the nightmares we have, None of this can they know.

They will say, " Get over it," " Get past," Get on with your life,"

They dont understand when they utter these things, they are only twisting the knife,
That has been thrust deep into our hearts, the second we were told,
Our child wasnt here anymore, they were now trodding on streets of gold.

Grief, an emotion so deep, it cant be explained, Some will never understand,
The ones that have their children close, will never comprehend.
Our minds race at all times, memories rushing through our brains so fast,
Of happy times, of loving times, of the time we saw them last.

Grief fills our hearts, what could we have done, what ifs, hows and whys,
We will never understand, receive any answers to our questions, all we can seem to do is sit and cry.
We sit at their graves for hours, seeking just 1 sign.
Wanting to know their spirit is with us, that they haven't left us behind.

We dream of them still here with us, and wake up so relieved,
For just a few minutes, we thought they were here, its been a nightmare we so want to believe.
But, then, we look around, and see their picture's surrounding us everywhere.
Reality hits and we know its all real, its truly the burden we now bear.

Every day we pray this will get easier, but, it never does or will,
We are trapped in our memories with them, we want everyone to remember them still.
But, life goes on for all but us, memories for others will fade and grow dim,
They won't all remember everything, as we do, a piece of our heart has been taken with them.

We wonder how other's lives can go on, when ours is stuck forever, missing and longing for our child?
Never forgetting them for 1 second, every move, every word, every smile.
But, life must go on for others and we must understand.
Though they loved our angel so much, they cant always hold our hands.

To go on with their lives doesn't mean they didn't love, maybe just can't take anymore tears,
But they haven't forgotten completely, they will dwell on these memories for years.
But, for us Moms, it's different, we will truly never ever forget and never do we want to forget , our precious babies and their fate.
That is why we build these sites to preserve and lock in time all these special dates.
One day we will all be together again, and websites and dates will cease to be.
In heaven we will dwell, with our loved one, this time for eternity.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.  Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.  Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death.         AMEN
                    Bubba and I spent many happy and fun days at the beach.
                         I will hold those memories in my Heart Forever
                                               I MISS YOU BUBBA